At least that's what I keep telling myself. I've done the injections, lost weight, and everything else and now just want my back to feel better. I have my follow up next week and I'm just not sure where we go next. At this point I'm ready to see the surgeon if that's what it takes to feel like myself again. I plan on calling the neurosurgeon tomorrow to schedule an appointment for August. Then I guess we will go from there.